Just Slogging through Stuff
Friday, October 30th, 2015
There are days that I don't know how I'll make it through the day back to my little house, and the one place that I really feel safe. And I'm continually surprised that every day around 6:00-ish, I find myself looking at that facade, and unlocking the door, and walking in and feeling an amazing sense of relief. I'm not better - I'm just a little bit stronger. I can take the heartache and pain that seems to follow my day-to-day existence.
A very nice friend of mine once said "It either gets better, or you get used to it. Either way, it seems like it's better." Not bad advice. It's not something that's easy to heed, but it is true nonetheless. Very true, indeed.
So this past month has been a lot more more of getting used to it than it getting really better. Just gotta keep slogging through the muck...