Month Three of My Most Painful Year
Monday, April 1st, 2013
I wish I could write about all this, but it's still just too painful. I'm talking to friends - trying to stay in the here and now, but it's hard to even watch TV. After 27 years, almost everything reminds me of Liza - commercials, vacations, work, cars, home, and then there are the times I reach out to her only to be snubbed. It's not a good time for me.
I want to believe that God has a plan for me, but I have no idea what that plan is - other than to just wait for the time being. So I wait. And I hurt.