Month Four of my Most Painful Year
I'm trying to feel like writing, but it's just not yet in me. There's a lot of sadness, and I can't really move on because things have to move at what seems like a glacial pace due to all the people and things involved. I need to force myself to write about things, but I still can't seem to force myself to do it.
I wish I could… any maybe I just need to make the effort - no matter how difficult it is. I don't know… that sounds like I'm just setting myself up for more pressure and pain. Maybe it's something to shoot for every week. That might be a good start.